laopo. i hate that feel. really. TT
i wanna control. i knw i mus. i knw i should.
for u, i will do that.
i wan u happy. i wan see ur smile.
i don wan see u cry. i don wan see u angry.
sometimes I alwiz remind myself to forget it, but i use many ways to solve it.
it looks like doesn't work.
i sad.
i afraid.
trust me. i will continue to forgot it and control it as i can.
i love u, baby.
